
home by christmas
He was incarcerated before he was 20. He’s now in his late 40’s. Up for parole this year.
I don’t know what he did to get himself in here, but I’m rooting for him.
He does admit, he used to be “evil.”
He arrives today, appearing a little down. He continues to share. He’s really feeling other peoples pain. He shares about his friends family that has to decide to pull the plug on their sons life because it’s apparent he might not pull through. And he’s sad about the NFL player that got injured yesterday.
He says he never used to be like this. He just never cared what happened to other people. But he’s changed since being locked up.
He’s not used to this side of himself yet. He’s questioning why he keeps getting all teared up at watching someone’s struggle on the news. I offer up that he likely wasn’t brought up to think that a man could be sensitive and emotional. “I think you’re right,” he said. I offered, that it’s human to be empathetic and what he’s feeling is normal.
I ask if he’s a different person than the one that entered here. A silent head nod. Then, “absolutely.”
He’s also hoping that he’ll be able to really celebrate Christmas this next year with his family. His first Christmas in 30 years.
I’m really rooting for him. And yes, I do wonder if I would feel differently if he had harmed someone I care about. The short answer….I’m not sure.
*just to note, I’ll be leaving out the name of the institution that I work at. It’s a state prison for reference. Images are not from the prison as no devices are allowed in.
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